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Sun Aug 9, 2009, 1:33 PM

Mood: Content
Listening to: Sing Sing - Marianas Trench
Drinking: H2O

Well... I saw it in :devtomato-bisque:'s journal, and wanted to do it. XD

(Lack of subby is lame. D: How terrible... XD;; )

Anyway :T

TEN ARE YOUS
► Are you single ➔ Yep.
► Are you happy ➔ Something like that.
► Are you bored ➔ Mm, not really.
► Are you sad ➔ Sorta.
► Are you Italian ➔ Nope.
► Are you German ➔ Nope.
► Are you Asian ➔ Nope.
► Are you angry ➔ Not right now.
► Are you Irish ➔ Partially.
► Are your parents still married ➔ Nope nope nope.

TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ Nelson, BC.
► Hair Color ➔ Brunette.
► Hair Style ➔ 4 or 5 inches past my shoulders. Straight

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► Eye color ➔ Brown.
► Birthday ➔ May 16
► Mood ➔ Happy and sad at the same time.

► Gender ➔ HUMAN OF THE FEMALE VARIETY.
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Semi ambidextrous. Though, my right is definitely the stronger. XD
► Summer or Winter ➔ Summer all the way. DX.
► Morning or Afternoon ➔ Depends on what. Because I like sleeping into the afternoon. But, I love waking up in the morning. XD It's terrible, but I love dawn, and early morning hours. XD;

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ Like you wouldn't believe.
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Yep.
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ Not me 8D.
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yus.
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Fer sure.
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ Oh, of course. :3
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ Not anymore.
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Psh, of course..
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Not that I know of.

► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Oh prolly.

TEN THIS OR THAT
► Love or Lust ➔ Love plz.
► Lemonade or Iced tea ➔ (Real) Iced Tea.
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Cats, all the way. D:
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A lot of best friends. XD (Prolly a few best friends.)
► Television or Internet ➔ Internet. You can watch tv on it

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► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Pepsi is more thirst quenching.
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Prolly wild night out >w>.
► Pink or Purple ➔ Purple. :3
► Day or Night ➔ Depends on the occasion. Night usually. Best conversations.
► IM or Phone ➔ IM usually.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ No, I don't really do that. And if I go out, even late at night... I don't sneak. XD
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ Mhm... >m>;
► White water rafted ➔ No sir.
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ Many.

► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ More than you could imagine.
► Prank called a store ➔ Nevar.
► Skipped School ➔ Tch. Who hasn't?
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Oh, many times.

TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or Eyes ➔ They gotta work together. XD
► Light or Dark Hair ➔ Either. :3
► Fat or Skinny ➔ Healthy medium. <3
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller plzkthx.
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Intelligence. :3
► Jock or Nerd ➔ Depends on their personality. ^_- I like both. XD
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ -ponders- If a miracle were to happen, relationship. Right now though, a hook-up sounds pretty good. XD
► Funny and poor OR Rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor. >w<
► Play the guitar or into sports ➔ Guitar plz.

TEN LASTS
► Last Phone Call/Text ➔ Uhh... :devtomato-bisque: probably.
► Last phone call you received ➔ My mom prolly. I haven't been on the phone in a couple days. XD
► Last person you hung out with ➔ ~xXNibiNoNekoXx and ~AkumaMei
► Last person you hugged ➔ ~AkumaMei
► Last person you IM'ed ➔ =xxkudokuokamixx
► Last thing you ate ➔ Bagel with butter, honeymustard and mayo.

► Last thing you drank ➔ Evian bottled water.
► Last site you went to ➔ dA. :3
► Last place you were ➔ Work. D:

RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ Fresh out of one.
► Do you want to be ➔ Depends.

► When was your last relationship ➔ About 2 weeks ago.
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ You have no idea.

► Do you still love them ➔ Always will methinks.
► Do you like someone right now ➔ Yeah *chuckle*.

FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ Pretty well. ^w^
► Would you say you have a "fucked up life"➔ XD Oh yeah. It's still pretty great though.
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ You joking? I have no reason to.

► If so, how long ➔ owo
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ Naw, I'm too good a kid. XD
► If so, how long ➔ (~owo)~

FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Probably. XD "Hate" is a strong word though.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Naw.
► Do you trust all your friends ➔ Nope.
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Methinks =xxkudokuokamixx, ~LadyDusk-Raku and :devtomato-bisque:.
► Would you die for them ➔ Depends on why. Because, "If it's to save your life then yeah, probably. But I'm not just gonna die for your entertainment!"
► Who knows everything about you ➔ ~Lain-Afsvartur. She knows things that I'd never tell another human being, ever. No one could blackmail me like her. XD Then probably =xxkudokuokamixx and =TomatoBisque.

So yeah guys... go ahead and try. :3 If you do it, tell me, I'd like to learn about you too. >w<

~Chibi out.

Bye bye. :3

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:: Kuku ::

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 4, 2009, 2:33 PM

Mood: Optimism
Listening to: Marianas Trench
Eating: Gonna go upstairs in a sec... D:

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Hey guys. :3 I just wanted to toss another journal out there before my subby runs out. XDD Hopefully I have another one comin' up here. Doin' a couple things for =xxkudokuokamixx. :3

Anyway... you guys will be pleased to know that I'm doing much better. <3 I haven't gotten my hair cut yet, because I have nooooooo money. XD I'm gonna start lookin' for a new job this week. D: Because mine is shitty... XD;

But yeah, I realized a few things, and came to an agreement with a few things in my heart. <3 So, I'm doing much much better. >w< FAITO!

SO yeah...er... I've been having some motivation recently. :3 I just don't know what to draw. XDD I'm in serious need of some practice though, so I might be posting doodles and stuff. I have a couple pieces coming up, that will be colored, but after that I don't think i'll do finished pieces for a while. Because I need to practice the basics a bit more. :3

So yeah... that's about it for this journal. XD Because I just wanted to tell you guys I'm doing a heck of a lot better. >w< I'm still a bit sad, but that's to be expected ne? >w< Just gotta keep that chin up and keep smiling! ^w^

So until next time guys... >w<

CHIBI OUT!

~Bye Bye~

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Well.... I saw this in *catnipz journal... XD; And I wanted to try it. :3

Question generator: [link]

1. Is xxKudokuOkamixx your best friend?

~ Practically. XD

2. Who would win in a duel, Checkered-Fadora or Linnetjuh? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?

~ I have... NO idea. D: They're both unpredictable!!

3. Does TomatoBisque make you hot?

~ XDDDDD.... Sometimes.

4. Do you miss Linnetjuh?

~ Yeah. We don't get to talk very often. :/

5. Have you ever had lunch together with Apathetic3cstasy?

~ Yes actually. ^w^ It was a pretty good time.

6. Would you open a mystery gift Catnipz just gave you, without much hesitation?

~ Psh. Yes. Are you joking? 8O I'd open it in a second!

7. Will Lain-Afsvartur eat those green eggs and ham?

~ Maybe if I pay her? XD

8. What song could be Gutterface's theme song?

~ Hm... :/ Something badass.

9. What would you do if RinkuLover and Lain-Afsvartur were going out?

~ .... I would... question everything in my life. Because if those two were dating?... 1. They don't even know eachother. 2. One is in no way shape or form attracted to women. 3. They're both female. Yeah... definitely question life. XD

10. Do you miss LadyDusk-Raku?

~ T_T Yes... MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI. -huggles her- COME BACK FROM COLLEGE!

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:: Moving On ::

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 31, 2009, 3:50 PM

Mood: Hope
Listening to: Water running.
Eating: Haven't all day~
Drinking: Water.

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Hey guys, sorry for the journal spam the last three days (it's felt like it's been a _LOT_ longer than that haha... ) but, I just want to get that last journal off my page.

I'm still pretty mad at a certain person, but, it wasn't right for me to say some of the things I did. So for =xxkudokuokamixx's sake, and for my own... I just need to get that journal off my page.

Afterall, I'm trying to start anew. -smiles softly-

I'm gonna be getting a new haircut guys! Isn't that cool? :3 It's been about... holy shit, 5 years since I last cut my hair?! WOW. I mean, I've gotten a trim here or there, and I got my bangs cut, but dude... my hair is halfway down my back y'know?

I'm planning on taking it to maybe a couple inches past my shoulders, and having my bangs re-cut. I miss them.

Aside from that, you may have noticed my new icon yes? >w< Tell me what you think about it. I put it together in like... 20 minutes? XD; There's some stuff that could use a bit of work, and it's not the best thing ever. But, does it look okay? 8D

Anyway, I've gotta head over to ~xXNibiNoNekoXx's place for the traditional Friday night gathering. >w<

Also dA... as you see, my sub is running low... u.u; If any of you love me enough to buy me another one, I'd love you baaaaack, and I will definitely draw you something very nice. <33 Though, I'm not gonna hold my breath, the offer is there. XDD

So guys... to moving on, and having no regrets in life. ^w^ Despite the sadness, and anger I've been feeling, I have to be thankful y'know? I had a good relationship for a whole TWO years! Most people's first relationships have a hart time reacing 2 MONTHS. Haha <3 So I'm glad I had what I did. I've grown a lot since two years ago, and I've learned a lot about myself, and about living and life.

Until next time guys n_n

Bye bye~

~Chibi

Ps. Wish me luck! I'm gonna be doing my best to be happy. That and I'll be telling my mom that I'm gay in the next two weeks. (Just as I thought, my sister said to me today, "Y'know... mom thinks you're gay. She's asked me three times now 'is Leigh gay?'." Hahaha, go figure XD ).

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:: Well, that's too bad... ::

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 30, 2009, 12:31 AM

Mood: Vengeful
Listening to: Friends talking. :3
Eating: Haven't all day~
Drinking: Jones Soda

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So... as of tonight, ChibixBlackie are no longer. *smiles sadly*

I won't go into detail, and give names, simply for =xxkudokuokamixx's sake. I don't think she'd appreciate me telling the dA community about the cockroach that ruined the best thing in my life. :3

Don't be upset at her, I'm all fine and dandy. There were a couple things that we both did wrong, but... if it weren't for the dirty fucking wench, I'd still be happy. :3 So again, I won't give a name, because that would result in Blackie being very very very unimpressed with me. >w<

I'll survive though guys, so please no "I'm so sorry.", "I wish this didn't happen to you.", etc. It's only going to make me feel worse. *chuckles softly*

We are still friends... _very_ good friends. You don't just walk away from a 2 years and 3 months of a relationship and 6 years of friendship just like that... Especially not when the relationship ended as it did. I don't blame her, and I don't hold it against her.

I still love =xxkudokuokamixx very very much, from the depths of my heart... but, what can be done? *smiles sadly*

So... we're still friends, and not hating eachother. Though, there's a certain group of people that this world would be better without. <3 Home wreckers are a terrible type of people.

So guys, I don't know when the next update will be, probably when I'm feeling a bit better. I'm hanging out with my friends a lot... feeling lonely and all, but, what's to be expected right? Haha~

Until next time guys... remember, if you love someone in a relationship? Just be happy for them. Don't try and weasel your way in because you're lonely or hurt. If you actually love them, you'll respect their happiness and move on with your life. *smile* Because it _REALLY_ fucks people up.

Bye bye~ <3

~Chibi

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:: Stealing isn't good yo... ::

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 28, 2009, 1:55 AM

Mood: I'm Ignoring You

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First off I'd like to say that this isn't an attack to anyone in particular. It's being produced by me for the general public as a warning. Nothing more. If you feel like you've been victimized, or virtually attacked... too goddamned bad. You're being a pussy, suck it up. This isn't for only you. Who do you think you are so important that this is dedicated to you. I just need to get it out there.

Anyway. Like I said, not an attack, just a general statement to the public.

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I've noticed lately that in today's society it's hard to find people who can respect a relationship, buck up and say to someone "you know, I'm happy for you. Good luck with that."

In highschool it's "You're dating my ex! I hate you I'm not your friend anymore!"

And after highschool, people don't even wait to date the ex. They make advances while the relationship is still in tact. After they show up though, who knows how much longer it'll go.
No one can respect the simple bond two people share when they're in love and happy? No one can be bothered to just, suck it up and move on? If we lived back 200 years ago... people like that would all be killed on account of adultery.

Don't people know what it puts the relationship through? The ugly bits it brings out in people? How terrible ridiculous they themselves look? How childish, immature, how... how much trust they'll never have, knowing they could do something like that.

Don't do this guys. It's the shittiest thing you could ever do to two people in love. Intruding, belting some sob story of love or loneliness.
Now I need you all to be mature and understand this analogy...

What if one day, someone came into your house, and said to you, "I'll be living here now because I like this house."
You'd probably go ape-shit right? "You can't do that! That's trespassing, breaking and entering, and who knows what else! I'm calling the cops!"

And just because your name is on the bills, or on the front door... you can get the person tossed in jail. So why is it so different with the heart and body? It's absolutely ridiculous and you look like an inconsiderate jerk!

It tears up a relationship piece by piece. Both sides question what's going to happen. How will things be in the next 6 months? Or even _LESS_ maybe. The next 6 DAYS. There are more tears cried over this, than almost anything else. People get _REALLY_ fucked up because of this shit. Because people can't fucking keep it to themselves.

It can make someone think, "How worth it am I really? That this strange person can come out of nowhere and just take everything from me so easily?" The length of time doesn't even matter really. The feeling will still come if even after a week of the relationship. The length simply determines the intensity of it, and how hard someone will cry.

I've seen people end up homeless over this. 4 kids and nowhere to go, because some fucking DOUCHE couldn't keep it in their pants. Because someone didn't know what they really wanted. And because someone just doesn't have any goddamned fucking respect for the sanctity of a relationship, and what that means to be _LOYAL_ to someone.

-GASP- What was that? Loy-al? What's that word mean?

It means staying with one fucking person you inconsiderate asshole! And it means staying away from people who are in relationships! Especially ones that have been going on for much longer than any friendship you've had.

And then... THEN these people usually have the nerve to say, "I'm sorry." To whichever side ended up screwed. And expect forgiveness?

You... you're SORRY? For _what_? They knew what they were doing right from the beginning. They KNEW this is what would happen. But... go on with it anyway? Does no one know how to take responsibility either? If a person like this feels guilty. Then _GOOD_. Teach them a goddamned FUCKING lesson. There's consequences to everything. And in the end, you've gotta live with them. No Jesus of forgiveness for YOU asshole. D<

Especially weasels that think they're so awesome they can have anyone they want, relationship or not.

I don't know guys, I just wanted to get it out there. I've been seeing too much of this recently, and needed to let you, dA know what it does. I wish I could say more, in a more organized way, but my brain is everywhere right now. I'll tell you it's a good thing I'm in Canada, and it's hard to own a gun up here. Or there's be brains all over the place (and I'm not talking my own).

So, the next time you're thinking it'd be a GREAT FUCKING IDEA to fuck up someone's relationship because you're a little lonely... don't.
You'll just lose the respect of a lot of people, and look like a fuck-head the entire time. You god. damned. douchebag.

Again. Feel victimized? That's your own fault. This wasn't written for you, or any other individual asshole. Just a small look into what happens when fuck-heads like this come around.

That's all I have to say. Have a _GREAT_ fucking day. C:

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