And I couldn't be more miserable. :/

I knew goodbye's were hard, and painful. But I couldn't have imagined it being _this_ miserable.

In any case, I'm back home again, and yeah... I start work again on like... the 4th or something. I don't know I have to call them and find out... I don't really care though. -sniffle-

I don't know how much art I'll get done in the next little while. It'll depend on how much longer I'm miserable, among other things.

I've been crying for like... oh jeebus. Too long. I thought the tears were done after they stopped when I left Indianapolis. Guess not. As soon as everyone in my house went to bed, the waterworks started up again. Haha, go figure.

Anyway, I'm gonna wrap up before I go too crazy and emotional... haha.....

See ya guys.

~Chibi out.

.:FIRE:.

[ ] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[ ] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[ ] People have often called you insane.
Total: 3

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[ ] You are very generous.
Total: 9

.:EARTH:.

[x] You are physically strong.
[ ] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 6

.:AIR:.

[ ] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[ ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained. (No white jackets/straightjackets for me, kthnx)
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[ ] You tend to be impatient.
[ ] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 6

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[ ] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 6

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 7

Well, like the title says. :3
I'm in Indian-- well, I guess I'm in Ohio? o.O;;
We're at Blackie's mom's place right now, regardless. XD
I made it alive, and with absolutely NO problems. <3

Keke, I have a funny story about customs for a bit later... XD

Anyway, I got here, and things have been great. <3 Blackie is even more spectacular than I could have imagined. <3

Oh, yeah, also, HAPPY 4th OF JULY ALL YOU AMERICANS. XD It was fun for me. :3 We spent some time here and there, went swimming, saw a newborn... fun stuff. XD But all I can say is, Rain. Lots of it. I don't mind. XD Keke..

But yeah, I just thought I'd give y'all an update, seeing as I hadn't gotten around to it before I left Canada. XD

<3 Just to let y'all know I'm safe and all. ^^

Umm... yeah-- OH! Blackie says theres a lot hope for my laptop. 8D HELLZ YEAS! Kekekeke... I'm super excited. XDDD

But yeah, that's all really. :3 Just wanted to give ya an update, not much more to say about the matter... XD (Oh yeah, I'm on Blackie's laptop btw. XD Incase you were wondering about how I'm online 8O).

Keke, so yeah. <3 Night guys, I love you, and I'd say, "I miss you." but... I really don't. XD I'm enjoying myself too much haha. XD

<3

~Chibi out <33


LOVE4EVAR

I'm going to Indiana. I leave on the 2nd. I'm sorta shitting my pants about it. XD
From excitement and fear of the flight. x.x;;
I have a 6 hour layover in Toronto, and then a 4 hour layover in LA. WTF AM I GONNA DO FOR 10 HOURS!? I'm not gonna LEAVE the airport! D: Baw... books I guess. >.<;

Anyway, I'm really stoked. <3 My aunt bought the friggen ticket for me, because I'm doing well in school and have a semi-plan after graduation haha~ <3 So yeah, she did that for me for passing the year. <3

So now I get to meet the love of my life, and spend a whole 24 days with her~ <333333333333333333

Anyway haha, I got the other side of my nose pierced. My mom doesn't know yet.... XD;; She'll notice in the morning though.
Anyway, I've got 2 hoops, but they'll turn into studs eventually. ^w^

So yeah, I think that's about it for news. XD I just wanted to get a new one up. >w<

Love you guys!!!! <3
Muah~

Chibi out. <333

LOVE4EVAR

Hey guys. Yeah. I'm back. -sadface-

BUT MAN WAS IT FUCKING AWESSUUUUUUUUUUUUM.

If I went into everything I did each day, the journal would probably be 100 pages long. XDD But let me tell you, for going there with little money, I really made the most of it. <333

Saturday had to have been the best day though, I have to admit! Haha, though, that's the day I didn't have Roxel and saw like 139480239 other dolls! ;A;

In any case, it was fantastic~ Went out for dinner with Senny, Kidchan and KazeHime so that was pretty badass. :3 You three rock my sooooooooocks. XDD

But yeah, I bought a lot more than I planned on, but whatevs. :3 Everything should still work out. ^^

But I just wanted to say that I'm back, and if you want to know more about the trip feel free to ask. <333

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!

Chibi out~

Ps. KIDCHAN IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING CUTE! -foams at mouth-