Hey guys. :3 It's been a good 10 days ne?

Well well well... I'm not getting my anchors. Or my surface piercings. Because I'm too poor. XD I hadn't counted back to school shopping, needing clothes, hygiene products, snake food, and this new diet I'm starting.

I haven't found a new job yet, but I'm applying at Wal*Mart :3 So, hopefully that'll go well.

Hopefully. XD

I hear they start you off at a good enough wage. o.o; But yeah, it'll be a while yet before I can get those piercings. XD SO I'm thinking probably my second tongue first? Who knows, we'll see when we get there. :3

But uh, life has been moving along. I've been in a hole for the past week, just been feeling depressed and what-not. I've been eating though, which is good I guess. Before about 3-4 days ago, I'd almost stopped eating lol. Don't worry though, I've been eating again.

Ummm, yeah. o.o; My mom has this friend--Jason-- and he's pretty badass. Like I mean, SUPER cool. He's so nice, and he gives fantastic advice. And man, he makes my mom smile. They're always hanging out, but they're not having sex. Which makes me really happy. >w< Because mom needs a guy who she can just be friends with. ^w^

Him and I are becoming friends too, so I kinda lol at that. XD He's like, late 30s, early 40s. Super cool though. Very inspirational. He's very into spirituality, and all this crazy stuff. :3 He's teaching me things slowly, helping me learn about what he's learned. ^^

So yeah, I've really been feeling good the last 2 days thanks to him. :3
He gave me some great advice on tattooing too! He's like, "Yeah, tattooing you make so much money! My buddy does it out of his house and charges about $120 an hour! And the guys that tattoo here are charging about $150 an hour! So you've just gotta get good and you'll be set!"

And he's giving me all this great, like... how to fix my eyes without glasses or anything, and he's just totally inspiring! 8O

So it's really cool. >w<

I know it's been a bit of a rant, but whatever. XD
There's not many of you that read this anyway haha!

So I'll update later gaiiiiiiz. :3

Peace out! (lol. XD. )

Love,
Chibi <333

Ps. Wanna know something interesting about me? --> I have to listen to the same song the entire time I'm writing a journal, or else I feel like I'm lying when I type in what I'm listening to. xD;
NOW YOU KNOW!

Well, I couldn't get the surface piercings I wanted. Apparently they're a very bad idea and blah blah blah, BUT! The guy suggested anchors to me <3 Which are just as badass, and way more perminent. >w<
So I'm excited. Unfortunately though, it's like 120-130 just for 1... and I need 4. Which makes it about 500 bucks for me to get all 4.
So... I'm only getting 2 for now. XD And when I have more money, I'll get the other 2. :3
SO that's how that's gonna go down. Lol. XD

ANYWAY! I downloaded a gameboy emulator, and got like all the pokemon games ever. XD (Aside from pinball, and pearl/diamond/platnum). So it's totally badass. XD I'm soooo excited~ -freaks out- Lol. XD

Thank youuuuuu bittorent. xD
So yeah, that's how things are goin' for me. How about you guys? :3
(Sorry I haven't been posting art, I've been busy with a life... GO FIGURE. XDD <3 )

LOVE YOU GUYS! (Yeah I'm a little hyper. xD)

Bye bye,
~Chibi <33333

Yeah, nothing really important is happening in my life recently haha... Well... >m>;;

There's a few things that I'm not going into detail over. <3 But... despite everything, I have fallen in love again haha... XD;;... I know.. I feel terrible. But it's happened. I'm not going to tell you who, because that's none of your business. <3
So yeah... -blush- So guys, anything is possible. I'm just waiting for the pig to fly by me on the street now haha...
(I'm still in love with Blackie though, don't get me wrong, I've just accepted a few things, and come to terms with myself. Some soul searching and whatnot.)


.... OH! DUDES! I GOT DRUNK FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NIGHT! XDD

I went out with a couple of my friends, and we ended up getting drunk in the park lol! XD We ended up at McDonald's at like friggen 11:30pm, and yeah... XD;;;; GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD time, for sure. XD
I didn't get enough sleep though I guess, after, because I woke up for work the next day, and I was still half drunk LOL. XD So I went to work half drunk... orz;;....

It was fun though. I didn't get smashed, hammered or shitfaced. But I was definitely drunk, for sure. Didn't have a hangover or anything. Definitely felt a little queasy, but nothing serious y'know?
Overall it was a good experience, hope to do it again before summer's end. :3 (To all my real life friends, you guys better not say anything! Or you shall die... D: ..... My mom has no idea, I'd like to keep it that way for just a little longer. Untill I can grow the ball hair to tell her.)

In other news, I haven't told my mom that I'm gay yet. -_-;; I know... I'm a TOTAL pussy. DX I can't help it.... I just haven't found the right moment to, y'know? Anyway...

SURFACE PIERCINGS ON MY WRISTS YO!
I haven't gotten them yet, but I sure as hell plan to in the next week or so (depending on how expensive they are).
I've wanted them for a while, and I brought the idea up with my mom, and she didn't like it, but she agreed that I could have them. :3 I probably would have gotten them anyway, but it was nice to know she was okay with it. :3

Yeah.... my lip is all healed up. Only took a couple days to get back to normal. >w< I've been working a lot... like..a LOT. XD I told them I was quitting, and then ended up working 6 days that week, and had to get sent home early, so that I wasn't working overtime. XD LOL!

So yeah... that's about it guys. I guess this is a little bit more than "not much" haha, but I hadn't realized it'd been so long since my last update. XD But that's it <3 I'll see you guys later ne?

Bye bye,
~Chibi <333

Ps. I haven't been doing much art. Been working WAY too much to have time for almost _anything_. I mean, I barely had time when I didn't work. (Between friends and everything lol...)
So, I have 3 days off, gonna try and get some art done. :3

I FINALLY REACHED 7k IN VIEWS. XD I know that 7k in like 4 years is REALLY lame. But I have like... maybe 5 pieces of fan based stuff, soooo... XD GO ME. And thank YOU dA. :3

Hello friendly people of dA. How've you all been? I hope well. D:

I've been going up and down, up and down. Haha xD Right now I'm kinda down, but what can y'do ne? Mmm... I'm working on some Gaia commissions. So... that's a little something to do. I can't seem to do art for myself recently. It just looks....like crap. :/
So I've been trying to kick myself out of the art block with Gaia commissions, and some stuff for Blackie.
(So if anyone wants a commission, feel free to ask. xD I know... 'yeah right' right? OTL;;... XD )

Rant alert, tl;dr version at the bottom of the italics. xD
Anyhow, tomorrow I'm gonna put in my 2 weeks notice for work. I've just had it up to here with their bs. Yesterday, I went in, with about 2 hours of sleep, and I had to bus it, and I had to rush in the mornig. I ended up forgetting my lip retainer... y'know the little clean plastic thing you've gotta wear in place of a piercing? Yeah, even though it's _JUST_ as noticeable? Yeah. I don't get it either... anyway. I forgot that, and I'm doing my work near perfectly, despite my tiredness. And my boss comes up and is all, "You need to get a plastic piercing."
I just looked at him and said, "Oh, I have a thing for it, I just forgot it today! I'll have it tomorrow. I was just in a rush this morning and forgo--"
"Well can't you take it out." No question. No please. Just rude. Of course, I had no choice in the matter, and I figured, "Well a couple hours won't hurt it right?"
Because I only worked _FIVE_ hours. It wasn't even an entire shift.

So after 3 hours, I go and try to put it back in durring my break (to make sure it didn't heal over). Lo and behold, it had already started. So, I had to force this big fucking bar through the shrunken hole in my lip, and fuck did it HURT.
So, because he had left, I decided to just wear it for the last hour of my shift. Fuck everyone else.

So I go in this morning at 8am. And I'm there, working fine. I'd decided, "I'm not going to put the plastic one in. Because of yesterday, my lip is now swollen, bruised and again slightly infected, because this asshole couldn't let me wear it for a few hours."
And I get there, and me and my supervisor are standing there waiting to hand something out the drive-thru window... right _BESIDE_ eachother. And he looks at her and says "Would you ask Leigh to take her lip ring out."
.......... I was just like "WHAT THE FUCK!?" And Luckily I had told my supervisor the story of the day previous, so she didn't freak or anything.

But I _DID_ get sent home however. Because this fucking asshole made me take out my lip ring, and it got infected so I can't change it.
........... Does anyone else see the logic here? -_-;;.... I thought not.

Anyway, I'm done. SO, tomorrow when I go in. I'm gonna be wearing the plastic one, because, my lip is still sore and bruised, but the swelling and infection went down since this morning, and I think it will be fine by tomorrow. But, I'm also gonna bring a nice note, saying that in 2 weeks, I won't be working for them anymore. :33


TL;DR : My boss is an asshole so I'm quitting my job tomorrow. :3

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Copypasta time guys! Copy it into a comment and fill it out! 8O
Also, second meme below. (Stole it from =xxkudokuokamixx for something to do. )


Dear Chibi,

I _______ you.

You have a nice _______.

You make me _______.

You should _______.

Someday I will _______.

You + me = _______.

If I saw you now I'd ______.

I want to _______you.

I would build a _______ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _______.

We could _______ under the stars.


From,

__________


(P.S. _______________.)


Oh and I am _____ (going/not going) to post this under my notes/journal and see what you write about me

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1: What's the name of the OC you love?

I'm definitely torn between my two boys Konnar Kianatar and Akeel Monodriog. I love them both to death. XD

2: Who made the OC?

I did. :3

3: Why do you love the OC?

Konnar, because.... well he's my baby. D: He was my first, real non-fan based OC. :3 He was something completely different, and he's evolved soooo much over the... oh lord... almost 5 years I've had him. XD ... Wow. Old OC is old. Haha, but I just love him to pieces. <3 He's sorta like the male representation of myself. :3 With slight changes... XD

Akeel, because he's just so adorable. x.x; I can't remember really why, or when I made him, I just know I've always loved him. <3 He's a cute little, sickly, pale, skinny snake boy who is always cold and wears like 100 layers of clothing. XD He loves snuggles and is SUPER sweet... how could I _NOT_ love him? D:

4: How long you loved the OC?

Konnar, as long as I've had him. About 5 years.

Akeel, also about as long as I've had him. I'm guessing at least 3 or 4.

5: If you could do anything with that OC, what would it be?

With Konnar I would go boy hunting, or go see a movie. (Or got to his house and get smashed. XD ) He'd probably wanna play with my boobies too... ): ...

With Akeel, I would probably just snuggle him and watch a movie. And depending on if it was a new moon or not... >w>;;....

6: Do you have a crush on the OC?

Konnar, yes. VERY yes. XD If that man was straight(and real) I'd jump him in a second. xD

Akeel, yes. <3 He's supar cute, and I think we'd get along pretty well... something about cute thin boys calling me 'sama'. Hm.. I wonder... XD;

7: Is there something you DON'T like about the OC?

Konnar,... no not really. o.o;; I love him to death. XD

Akeel, also no. xD He's totally my kind of character.

8: Whats one thing you think the OC would want from you?

Konnar would probably want to know if I have any cute guy friends... XD I'd prolly introduce him to my first "boyfriend" (it was just a title, in 3 years all we did was hold hands LOL. XD ). Afterall, after a while, I had started to model Konnar after him. So... why not right? XD

Akeel, would probably just want some snuggles. XD .....Or a heat lamp. <3 He doesn't have very many needs/wants. He's too submissive to. XD

9: Is there another OC or real character based off a video game or television show you think is best paired with the one you love?

For Konnar? There's been quite a few over the years actually... when he was straight (hard to belive I know xD) there was Kika (a wolf girl), then =xxkudokuokamixx's OC Kyrie, and then =TomatoBisque's OC Max. Oh... not to mention Korrie. -snicker-

For Akeel, I have to say :devxxkudokuokami:'s OC December, or my OC Kalam. :3

Lets not forget that Konnar and Akeel would make a pretty sexy couple themselves. XD (Though... they're not very fond of each other. xD)

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So yeah, do them if you'd like (the memes that is) they're fun and a way to pass time. xD Kuku, actually put me in a bit of a better mood too. :3

I'll talk to you guys in a few days. <3 Love youuuu dA~

Bye bye,

~Chibi <33

I'm bored. And lonely. XDDD

If anyone has IM, feel free to add me? 8D

MSN: chibi_drigger@hotmail.com

Yahoo: chibi_driger

AIM: chibidino (don't ask.... )

So yeah, just lemme know who you are. XDDD (I probably won't get many people to do this... u.u But it's worth a try. XD)
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Anyway, how're you guys doing? :3

I went out for coffee yesterday, with a friend that I hadn't seen in a while. >w< We had a grand ol' time, talked for a good 8 hours. Him and I had a _lot_ in common when it came to love apparently haha~
We always say we're twins/clones (mental/emotionally anyway... XD). So, it was _REALLY_ nice talking to him, and hearing his advice, what he's been though, and how similar it was to how I'm feeling. :3 And knowing that he found love again, and was so happy... well, it really gave me hope. <3 I've been in a fantastic mood since!!

Anyway, aside from that though... not much is new. :3 Gonna apply for a new job here soon... hopefully I'll be making around $9.50/hour to START OFF, instead of the lame ass $8.78/hour I'm making now after a friggen YEAR of being there. -_-;;

Anyhow... that's about it guys. :3 Hope things are going well for you all. >w<

Bye bye!

~Chibi